Guys...
I'm sorry, but I think I've given up deviantart now.
I just never come on it any more and it feels more like a chore than a pleasure to look around and comment. I know that sounds really selfish of me, but I think I've just grown away from it.
I don't really do any art any more either and I've just lost all passion.
My art wasn't even very good to begin with, so... I might just slowly disappear and close my account down.
I still don't know though. There's a part of me that's still -attached-
Does that even make sense?

I guess a lot has happened this summer and I feel like I haven't had the time to do anything worth posting. I've been living in my head a lot and just. The days just seem to blur past me, like looking out of a car window whilst speeding down a motorway or something. And yet, I've barely done anything this summer, apart from feeling sorry for myself or embrace the ever-changing world, or just. smile and laugh and cry.

I've been doing a bit of writing though, but I only share it with an elite bunch of close friends. I.e. two people in the whole world. So I doubt I'd ever post it here either.

I go to University this Sunday anyway, so I don't know how my time will be used. Whether I'll be doing lots of night in the studio or whatever. I just don't know yet.

But, I'll still be around on the internet. So. Like. If anybody wants to stay in contact or give me a reason not to delete this (though I am on the fence about it all) then just. message me or something? I don't know. Do you even care? Heh.

Life is too fragile.
x

EDIT
Right.
Here's the thing. Yesterday, I went through most of my artwork that I have lying around at home and just- threw a hell of lot of it out. Which, sort of felt good.
And then.
I started on this A3 picture. And. I really like it and I'm excited to draw it and show it to you.
PLUS. MY MUM BOUGHT ME A SCANNER/PRINTER/COPIER THING.
AND IT WORKS WITH MY LAPTOP (well, I've not actually tried yet).
So do you know what that means?
I can actually UPLOAD art without having to go under my bed and pulling out the old-dying scanner and having to use mum's laptop, or not having to upload shitty pictures.
GUYSSSSSSSSSS! *swoons* I CAN DO IT AT UNIVERSITY.

But, here's the thing. I might be reaaaaaaaaaaaally slow with comments/looking through people's art. So, please forgive me.

Yeah, I'm here to stay after all.
xxxx